Baby Pics

Sometimes

Sometimes in life you keep things to yourself because you are the stronger one at the time. You can take the brunt of it so you do. This is what you do when you love someone. No one wants to see the ones they love in pain. If by being quiet is a way of helping them through their tough time, then that is what you do. You take care of the ones you love and you are willing to go the extra step and give them what they need.

Happy Birthday Emma!!!

Today is Emma's 6th birthday. I cannot believe that it has been 6 years since her birth. Time really does fly by. I am so grateful to have her as a child. She makes me feel like my life truly does have a purpose. I love you Emma Leigh!!!

My wedding photos

It has been nearly eleven weeks since I got married, and we have yet to receive even our disc with our proofs on them so that we can pick our actual prints!!! This is ridiculous I think. Opinions?

Happiness

So I used to think that only big things in this lifetime are what have the potential to keep people happy. I have come to realize in the past 29 years that it is all of the small things that tend to be overlooked that bring about my daily happiness. I am truly blessed to have a small amount of good girlfriends that will be there for me no matter how far away we are from one another. A family that loves me, a wonderful daughter and a stupendous husband who adores me. I am a lucky woman and thank God everyday for small moments daily that bring a smile to my face.

It is what it is

Some battles you may never win. I will never be treated any differently by my ex-husband. He will forever be that one person who will always seem to go out of his way to lie to me and treat me poorly. I surrender to this battle. It is what it is.

Married

Oh happy day!!! I got married to my best friend on February 19th, 2011. This is my beautiful family...Brittney, Keith and Emma.

Sorry

I don't know how many times one is supposed to say they are sorry. I do not know how much space is enough space. When can it just be good enough?

It goes good...

It goes good for awhile and then a melt down occurs and sets it all back. It takes everything I have to find peace at the end of the night when this happens. It makes us feel crappy between each other and then there is enough silence to make you uncomfortable. I am thinking a shower and then a little light reading to end this all.

A new me!!!

I am working hard on a brand new me! I am working out and eating better. I want to look in the mirror and feel good about myself. I actually wore a lower cut top on New Years...it felt kinda ok. I am working on it.